No I'm just lazy well when I was 19 I was lazy...

Upon turning 20 it turned into a real writers block.. you so much on my mind earlier this year, Reggie's leaving me to be a child molester, Hard times at the job I quit in March, I got really sick right before I quit that job, Got pregnant after that, Fighting with my current boyfriend.. Dealing with Pregnancy Depression (small things that make me sad times 100) *cough*

Yeah now that I'm nearing the end of this hellish battle.. with this demon kicking, headbutting, punching future child of mine. I finally think I might just end my writers block. Hajimari is calling me lol its sitting out(the last printed version of it) in my living room looking at me everytime I pass it upon going into the kitchen.

Meh.. right now its a matter of certain people not coming over and upsetting me.. Since they don't understand what I'm going through being pregnant and its seems stupid for me to try to explain it when all they do is get mad which makes me mad and wants to kill things..people. Anyways I barely see them so maybe I'm in luck for the next 3 months...um 2 months yeah o.o since I'm 7months along.